Im back! ^~^

It had been such a long since my last update on my blog... To be frank, actually i had almost forgotten that i actually got a blog. =P
Someone reminds me bout my blog and this also suddenly makes me miss my blog. Hee...
Today, I'd read all the posts i wrote in my blog. And i actually found it quite interesting in the way of writing. I think the way i wrote is so cute n adorable eh... Wohohohoho... (perasan betul eh this kaylie)
Then I suddenly feel like blogging again. So I go n findout my username n password in my notebook. Phew~~ Luckily I know I'm "big prawn head" n got mark down. I was so happy when I saw back my username n password cause I really totally forgotten bout it. =P
I think many people glad that I found them back too leh... Keke.. If not, got no chance to read cute n interesting blog anymore lur... >~< Ok. Done with all the "blow cow" session. Back to the main reason of writing this blog. Erm... Actually Im having some complicated issues on my career. I donno how to decide n how to deal with all the problems im facing. 1st leh, i donno when should I tender my resignation letter. Asap or after i got a better offer? Different people u ask, different opinions will be given. N this even makes my problem even more complicated and also makes me even hard to decide. So now, im hanging over there and just let the time pass and see step walk step lo... Hai... What i can hope is, ebverything goes smoothly like I expected. PLEASE~~~ >..< Ok la, I'll share it out here, let's see what you guys will do if you were me. 1st choice: resigning once u got da salary then go back my home, Twu. Wait for calls for interview as i had sent in some resumes to some companies.
2nd choice: Sit in da office everyday or go out for marketing (if i got mood to do so la), until a better offer to offered to me then i resign.
3rd choice: work very hard to meet my target in the bank n get confirmed. This is da 1 i had choose before this, but it doesn't worked in my way. So i don think im suitable for da bank. So this is not a choice also actually. Keke...

Something like that la. I hope this matter can be aolved very soon. I really pissed off when I keep think of it but no solution came out! Aiks...

That's all for today ba. I will try to update my blog more often geh la.. Be patient n wait for me ya. ^~^

生命是可贵的~

生命~ 对一些人来说是很可贵的；可对另外一些人来说可能是痛苦的~
可是，结束自己的生命就不是明智的选择。

直到现在，我的脑海里一直浮现出那个男孩的样子，挥之不去。原因是他为情自杀身亡了~

今天一早，当我打开facebook时，看到了一个他写的note。我打开来看看，结果发现那是他的遗书。他竟然跳楼自杀了！我当时好惊讶，有吓到~他竟然去跳楼~~~ 可早上他还在急救。我在上着班的时候一直想到他，不知道他是否被抢救成功。一直到放工了，回到家，打开facebook一看，全部人都在写RIP，就知道没有了~他走了~就这样走了~毫不留情的走了~
虽然我不认识他，但他在我的 facebook friend list 里面，还蛮长update status 的，我也常看他的blog，觉得他英文超好的，华文语法也超好~ 没想到他就这样走了~

我想他在结束他生命之前，一定很痛苦，痛苦到他觉得活下去也没意义了吧~我还真想象不到那种会让他有结束生命这个念头的痛苦会有多痛~ 应该真的很痛很痛吧~~~ >..< 他有勇气去自杀，还真的让我很佩服。从他的遗书看来，他在往生前把“走”看得很开~我想他是真的很绝望了吧~

基本上他是为情自杀的，我很好奇他刚分手的女朋友现在怎样了？应该非常难过且接收不到吧~太突然了~ 才分开几个小时，接到的消息竟然是他走了，为了“她”，走了~ 如果我是那女的，我觉得我应该会变自闭吧~ 说真的，我还真不敢想像那女的现在会怎样，应该有一阵都不会好过吧~

朋友们~ 不管你们遇到什么瓶颈都好，都要好好活下去啊~ 因为只有活下去，你才可以改变现实或者争取机会或者挽回一切~  死，不是解决方法，而是一种逃避的行为，它是解决不了问题的~ 切记啊~ 珍惜生命，爱惜自己啊~~ 拜托~~~~ >..<

”投资“

哇哎~ 好久没更新了~ 呵呵~~~ paiseh la~~ XP

其实最近都发生了满多事的。。。有好也有坏~好的也没什么特别，但坏的就很坏了~ T^T

可是都没post出来。。。不懂做么，就没那个心情写~ =。。=

最近我又打算”投资“了~ XP

可是。。。又怕失败！=。。= 

因为过去太多失败的经验了。

不~ 因该说，没成功过~ =。。=

做么会酱啊？？

害我都没信心了，勇气还有一点点的。。。

嗨~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

但愿幸运之神会眷顾我吧这次~ >..<

拜托您了~ 

我是真的很想成功的这次~！！！！

那么好的”股票“我不想失去~ 我想拥有~！！！！>..<

I'm an Advanced Diploma Holder~ ^..~

Today, when I was viewing my facebook, I saw 1 of my coursemate posted that he had pass his paper and going to UK soon~ Then I was wondering: Huh?? The result out dy meh? Not tomorrow, 20th meh?? So, I leave a comment in his post asking him bout the releasing of result. Then he replied: Yea.. the result has been released this morning~ I was like Oh My God!!!!!! I thought tomorrow, Im not prepared at all today~!!! I was so nervous and scared~ 

Then I went in the college website to check for my result. The web was jam and I'm not able to go in at all... "Service Unavailable" somemore~ =..= People so gan jiong liao still don let me check~ >..< After awhile, my house's no internet connection at all somemore~ =..= =.. = =..=  What la.... Need like that meh?? Ish~!!! No choice lo... I called and asked my friend to check for me... She told me I got a C... Erm..... got an C... Happy yet disappointed also. Happy because I passed. Disappointed is because I thought I can get at least a B-. >..< Hai~~~ Passed dy, should be happy la... At least no need to sit for the exam again~ ^^ And I'm still able to graduate with a Merit~ Phew~~

Yeah~!!! AMB friends.... See you all in our convo this Nov ya~ Then we take lotza lotza photo together~ Wuhoo~~!!!! ^^

Autograph~

Today, my class will only starts at 8:20am... I reached school at 6.40am... Because I'm just a part time teacher, so I got nothing much to do if compare with those full time teacher. I sat there and feel so sleepy... Then after awhile, I started FISHING~ Wohoa~ It had been awhile that I didn't FISH liao~ After my college life, I got no chance to FISH liao~ >..< But FISHING is really suffering la. Want to sleep, but scare later people found out pulak.. =P 

Something very funny happened today. ^^ When i was teaching in 4B, I of my student asked for my autograph (although I really donno what she want it for). When i heard her, i was a bit shocked. haha... Want my autograph pulak... Then the whole class approached me and asked me to sign for them~ Walao~ The situation is uncontrollable i tell u~ Really like which artist went into the class and all the fans are crazy for her autograph~ hahahahhahahahha Because is just a minor requirement, so I signed for all of them. Some of them even took more than 1 of my autograph. Then i asked them: "Kenapa nak banyak ni? nak ambil pergi jual ke?? Boleh untung banyak tu~" hahaaha... =P

Then they even asked for my cellphone number and also address... Walao~ hahahha... I wonder why they want it? And what for? At 1st, I didn't plan to give, but they keep "ngai" and "ngai" and "ngai" until the situation cannot be controlled. I cant even continue my lesson. They don't want to cooperate until i gave them what they want.... That time i feel so...so... i also donno how to say... That time very hot somemore, so i was sweating and feel so tired rejecting, but they still don't give up~ =..= In the end, i got no choice but to give them what they want. Then only they feel puas hati and stop making so much noise. 

Hai~~ So tired today..... =..=

Oh ya, yesterday i received a handmade card from 1 of my students. Although it is just a simple card, but I really feel so happy lo~ T^T 1st time received card from student~ Gam dong ah~~~ T^T

Tomorrow will be my last day. Feel so 舍不得 la.... Later my students cry, apa macam? >..<

Will try to take photo with them if possible. To keep it as a memory ma... ^^ Then I'll upload some of them in Facebook~ hehe,,,, You all wait and see la ya~ ^^

What a day~ ^^

Yes... Today is my 1st day teaching in Guo Ming Primary School~ 
I need to wake up early in the morning, at 5am... It is quite tough for me tu~ hahahaha.... Feel so unwilling to wake up but when i think about my students, i had to force myself to wake up~ Hai~ haha...

When i reached the school~ The students greet me "Good morning teacher"~ Waseh~~ It feels so syok you know~ muahahahhaha.... 


Then i waited for the teacher that i replaced to tell me what I'm suppose to do... However, he just simply mentioned out the things that i need to teach. After he finished, I was so blur that i don really understand what he meant. haha... Then he was rushing to go somewhere and I'm not able to ask him what I don't understand~ =..= No choice, then I have to figure it out by myself~ And luckily I'm able to do so~ ^^

8.20am... This is my 1st class, primary 3A. There are only 20+ student in the class... Honestly, they are so noisy and uncontrollable... Hahhaha..But there's something strange going on there. When i got angry, the pupils will keep asked me to rotan them.... They said: "Teacher teacher....Juz rotan them la....Bising ba mereka tu~ Rotan dia...Rotan dia..." Hhahahaha... Some even come to me and said: "Teacher, rotan saya la....."I was like...Huh?? U all like to makan rotan izzit? hahahah... But i didn't rotan them also la.... Cause I'm nice ma.... So, as a conclusion, tak rotan = tak boleh control... =..= I shout, shout and shout~ Almost sore throat dy~ >..<


Then, I teached Primary 6 for english~ 1 of the student asked for my FB account~ Walaoweh~ Primary 6 already play FB ah~~ Geng lo~~ I was shocked when i heard that.... So unbelievable... My friend told me, nowadays, even primary 1 play FB liao~ Wa..... When i was in that age, i play with my fingers only lo.... If more "in" then play Monopoly only lo~~ I even start playing Friendster when I was in Form 4.... >..<

And hor.... I found out that among my students... There 2 boys that are very leng zai geh leh~muahahahhaha.... They look like mix geh.... 1 is primary 3 and another 1 is primary 4 geh~ Walao~~ really leng zai o~~ hahahahha.... Sounds so bin tai o me... Even kids also wanna muk~ =P Before I leave, I'll try to take photos with them and then post it on FB, share with you all ma~ Prove to u all that they are really leng zai~ =P Actually, leng lui also got la.... heheheh,....^^


In a nutshell.... I'm glad that the students seems to like me alot. When they saw me, they will keep greeting me and say me leng lui~~ (paiseh la >..<) hehehe... I feel so warm n happy when i heard that.... Indeed, this will be a unforgettable moments in my life... I don't think I'll got the chance to experience this again in the future. A big thanks to Sharon and her mum (the principal) for giving me the opportunity to experience the life of a teacher~ ^^

Wuhoo~~ Part Time Teacher~ ^^

Just now I had my lunch with my secondary school best friend, Sharon. Hee...^^

Really long long time didn't saw her edy~ Because our semester break are not the same... But finally saw her edy tis afternoon~ Had a great time chit chatting with her during our lunch time and also tea time~ muahahhaha....We ate alot tim~ kekekekkeke... =P

Then she told me her mum's primary school is hiring a part time teacher for 1 week. She asked me am i interested~ I was like....Erm...Im ok with that geh...Since i'm still measuring the road at home... Why don't i just go and experience the life of being a teacher~ Primary school teacher sounds ok wud~ hehe.... Therefore, i had agreed with the offer. 

And now, Im so looking forward for tomorrow's teaching life. I wonder how will it goes like?? Can i handle all the challenges that might appear?? (Walao....say dao macam so serious~~~haha)

Really cant wait to go school and meet my cute little students la~ Hehehehhehe....

But then hor....I was told to teach BM and BI....Er.....er...........I think I can handle gua~ >..< Maths those i got more confidence la~ Ini BM and BI....er.............Don worry la Kaylie....U got A1 for both of that subject in SPM also ma....Shdn't be a problem la.....I THINK~~ >..<

Wuhoo~~~ Tomorrow please come faster la~~ Kekekkekekeke...^..~